so im trying out this free writing thing, just spilling my thoughts onto the paper, i've opened this up so many times this morning and then my mindxs gone blank but thats because when were in school were so rained into beliebving that what we write has to mean something and be puroseful.
my mind is never blank, so si dpnt know why i was finding this so hard. my mind is constantly runnig nd very rarely with something positive.
its always the ba stuf, the stuff i cant actually talk about because when i do i get shot down so bad, i try to fix this, to fix us but you wont let me. you say im wrong. and now i believe you. we cant be fixed anymore, theres nothing we can do, its over isnt it. all over. forever. youre gonna actually leave me one day. or one day ill be strong enough to walk away, itll happen one day, because we'll never be together. never. youve said it all along.
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